Rick Harrison von Pawn Stars reflects 1 year after his sudden death about the loss of son

Farmers ‘stars’ Rick Harrison opens up on the death of his son.

Over a year after his son Adam died of an overdose of drugs with 39, the reality star announced how the loss had affected his life. In a preview of his appearance In detail with Graham BensingerHarrison explained that he was still mourning.

“I think of him every day,” he said. “In his twenties he had drug problems. I mean God, I put him in rehab so often and every time he would do it, and then just fell back. I mean, they heard the same story of one million people, and it was really, very bad, and apparently it wasn’t heroin, he got some fentanyl. It killed him.”

Adam died on January 19, 2024 in Las Vegas, Nevada, and since then Harrison revealed that he was wondering how things can go out differently.

“The thing is when you lose a child, you advise you to guess everything,” he admitted. “It is how:” Could I have done that? Could I have done that? Could I be able to do that? Could I have done that? “And it is as if it is constantly going through your brain.

“I mean, I think I did everything right,” he added. “You just sit in your head, ‘What if I did it? What if I did?’ Do you know what i mean?

Harrison then remembered a time when Adam “broke” into his house and he didn’t know what to do.

“I might think that if we put him to prison for two months, it will clean him, but he just went back to it,” he said. “You try to give him hard love, but God, you just never see the OD. You want to give them hard love and everything, but I never thought that would happen.”

“It’s difficult,” Harrison noticed. “There is no instruction book with children. They are all different models.”

Now the gold and Silver Pawn shop owner said that he had tried to concentrate on the positive positive in his life, like his other two sons Jake and Corey and his four grandchildren.

“(You have to) appreciate what you have because you won’t always have it,” he said. “I spend as much time with my children as possible. I talk to all my children by phone almost every day. I love my children, love my grandchildren. You enjoy life. I mean, I literally know people who have 10 times as much as I do, and I do it well, that’s unhappy.”

Harrison then revealed the largest lesson he learned from the tragedy: “It is easy to enjoy life. It is really.

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In detail with Graham Bensinger Debüts in broadcasting syndication in the United States this weekend.

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