The toughest confession of Rublev: “I had been lost for two years without finding a purpose for which I can live”

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Andrey Rublev smiled again last week when he conquered his first title of the year DohaProvide himself that it is still part of the elite of world tennis. This performance was made after remarkable victories via top players such as de Miñaur, Aliaassime or Draper. It helped him to consolidate his place in the Top 10Avoid a potential decline in the ranking and the validation of the important internal work that he has done in the past few months, whereby his next challenge is that ATP Dubai 2025.

There is no better time than immediately after a big triumph Think about the tripTo go deeper into your own spirit to continue building on what was learned. Few experienced so much mental struggleEspecially in the strict elite of the racetrack as Andrey Rublev: He has admitted several times to feel lost lately without knowing why he should step onto the yard. This affected his results, but now they float … But Andrey has not forgotten what he was trying to leave, and very effective considerations that were shared to the journalist Reem Abulleil.

“I was … caught in a loop. Lost with myself. For a few years I couldn’t find a way, not understood what to do, what kind of … it may sound a bit dramatic. But I couldn’t sound anyone Find reason to live … we say: I was completely lost in me. “ These statements explain the permanent outbreaks of the Russian on the square, with his tennis becoming a mirror of a soul every day to understand his calling, his work.

Safin’s help and the “neutral mode”

Has this situation affected directly on Rublev’s tennis? He admits that he was very close to stopping everything: “The thing is, if this happens to you two, three or four months, you may still have passion. If it happens for one, two or three years … if it lasts so many years … it comes a time , in which you can no longer stand it, it’s like a growing pain, and then you feel like you have to cut your arm. I started taking antidepressants: At first I had the feeling that things improved, but some time later I realized that I didn’t like it that it didn’t like what I felt, it was a strange feeling. I stopped taking her after a year. “

Back then it was Marat SafinRubat’s compatriot, appeared as a kind of guardian angel: he advised Rublev and offered the comfort that the muscovite needed. “Marat helped me to understand me better, let me look at me introspitively. His help was like resetting from below. From there I was at least gradually in the right direction. I’m still going by. Step, but how I said at the beginning of the season I’m still not happyBut I don’t feel stressed either, don’t worry I have no depression. I’m just in neutral mode: neither good nor bad, but at least I found a foundation, some columns. “. Will Andrey will find luck soon? Maybe tennis brings him closer to it; His next challenge will be against Quentin Halys in his debut in the Emirates.

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